I hate the way I look now, I just want to be fit, not skinny, just tone and fit. I’ve been skinny, and it was unhealthy I hated it, but now that I’ve put some weight back on I hate that too.. I just need some motivation to get on the right track of working out daily, even if it is for a few mins, just something to keep me from being obese.
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Random High Thoughts
- Me: Man blow job can only get better with age
- Me: I'll have more experience under my belt..
- Me: Oh.. And eventually no teeth, yeahh ;D
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Crazy drunken sex,
sorry for all the bruises I left.
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Love <3
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I just want to lie in the middle of a field, get high, soak up the sun, feel everything, but feel nothing, think about everything in the world while thinking about nothing. I want to feel like happiest person in the world, and be so depressed, almost close to ending it. I want to be aware of everything around me, all while being in a coma oblivious to the world. I want to just exist in a plane of nothingness.
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That feeling when you feel like you a pathetic speck of dust floating around in space.
Dabbling in the thoughts of suicide today. Nothing like realizing you’re just a speck of dust in the big picture of the universe. What’s the point when your existence doesn’t even matter? What’s the point of trying to obtain security in this world with an education to get a job to get money to get food, just to be happy? When we all die in the end anyways? All we’re doing is building ourselves up to fall, as individuals and as a society. We might as well all be blind and deaf, and just lay in the dirt until we die, because that all we are in the big picture. Just a little speck of worthless dirt.
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Dinner anyone?
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Brunch anyone?
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good fucking question.
barely a teen id say.
im a straight kid at heart.
